limitless

I always thought that love won't survive

promises will turn into lies

love comes and passes through

it never gonna last pure and true

but now i believe love can last

unfailing love that gives me rest

you were always here for me.

you were there when i needed you most

I never have to walk alone

why would i deserve to beloved

giving me chances when I failed again and again.

I'm glad I'm here once again

I was lost but now I found my way

I was blind but now I see light

Now my fear relieved

Thank you

Forever Young

Dear Mr Death,

Do you really want to live forever?
Indeed, i am playing with fire...
again.  I know it's not gonna kill me right away, but i know this is killing me slowly,
Life is a war.
You're like an invisible weapon.  never know when will be my end.
I am stupid.  Now I admit.
I thought i was smart enough not to make the same mistake twice.
 But guess what? I failed once again. and again and again.
i am sorry.  i feel no guilt.
  I am not as smart as you think I am.  I am not as smart as I think I am.
drugs are temptation.  drugs are giving me an excuse to do so
life is beautiful
bullshit
life is a war
You may say i'm mad, but you just can't see it clearly.

make me feel your love

Georgia O'keeffe

When the evening shadows

And the stars appear

And there is no one there

To dry your tears

I could hold you

For a million years

To make you feel my love

Andy Warhol

Justice of Poisoning Kiss

time, 2011, colour pencil on paper

Here are my lips. 

Here are the pills. 

Live without soul. 

Talk without voice. 

Scream without sound.

 Cry without tears. 

Ask without questions

 Answer without truth 

Blank of my mind. 

Blink of the eyes. 

May it stay into the deepest place of my heart. 

time will tell.

Mono imagination

 pleated maxi dress
camilla skovgaard ankle boots

chloe sunglass
top shop ruthless purple lipstick
cos t-shirt

it was so colourful outside.  deep inside, you are so dark.

From him to her

{to a girl.

this is for a girl out there,

who feels like no one cares,

feels alone and empty inside,

has no place to truly confide,

pain, sorrow, and all it brings,

can't sing about favourite things,

sees the birds up in the sky,

envies how they freely fly,

looking through the window pane,

the budding drops of heaven's rain,

down her cheek, crystal clear,

emotion runs, smashing chandelier,

runs to her bed hides her face,

wishing for a warm embrace,

breaking down submerged in tears,

doesnt realise how beautiful she is,

calming down she wipes her eyes,

don't know what it is yet i sympathise,

this is for the girl unknown,

still looking for a place called home.

-nacky.

the loneliness of the fashion world

zara legging
pedder red sequin ballet flats

I am one human being.  I walk alone.  I eat alone.  I sleep alone.  It is okay to be alone.  Just that something missing.  Missing something to fill up the hole of emptiness.  I want someone to talk to.  I want someone to lean on to.  I want someone just to be there for me when no words need to be said.  The world is full of loneliness.  I look into the mirror, I see emptiness.  Where are you hope?  Where did you go?  I'm lost.  Wouldn't it be nice if you are here to hold my hand and lead the way?  I'm confused.  I walk a lonely road and I just realized I've been walking around a  big roundabout.  I have a pair of magical glasses.  A pair of glasses that can see through people's heart.  I walk with my glasses on.  I went to a glamours world.  A glamours fashion world.  People come and go.  They dressed so fine.  However, their hearts are all full of emptiness.  You might say it is glamorous.  I say we wear masks.
Let's go suicide, talented.