toilet paper.

peter pan collar

puyi glasses 

is it you or is it me?

Dear Mind,

Sometimes I get frustrated.  So, is it you who did the work for me? Or did I really overcame you?  Am I just the overprotected child?  I am better.  I am getting better.  Is it just the promise from the happy pills?  you are my good and the evil.  Is that mean I always need to live under your shadow? Can I get the chance to stand up for myself with a sober mind and body?  Is that true that when I say I can then I really can?

I know I can  

Be what I wanna be 

If I work hard at it 

I'll be where I wanna be 

-i can by nas

untitled
acrylic on canvas
2011
Po

if i'm a vampire

dress by po
legging by izzue
shoes by marni
photographed by mami

i lost myself in the middle of the woods

i'm stuck

i wanna get out

but i'm tired

take my hand

and i'll follow you

my little morning white dress

The little morning white dress.  Every girl needs one in their wardrobe.  It came to me when the daylight is out.  When angel came to me, there's no need to fear.  I am not alone anymore. Because you are there to hold my hand and guide my way. You are the morning sunshine of my life.  I fear no more.  Ciao ciao devil.

deadly lace

lace maxi dress by Pauline Tam

missing faith hope and love

underneath the wedding gown

words are simple

promises are lies

now I love you forever

how long will forever last
for what is seen is temporary

I believe

when faith hope and love are seen

I will be yours

eternal love

I don't give a damn about what you think. I'm just gonna be myself.

STOP ASKING ME TO GIVE UP! BECAUSE 
I WON'T!  THERE'S NO FEAR IN LOVE. 

X

Black, White and Grey

There's no wrong to be ill.  There's no right to judge.

Blood Tears

I used to think that I could not go on.
I was on the verge of breaking down.

limitless

I always thought that love won't survive

promises will turn into lies

love comes and passes through

it never gonna last pure and true

but now i believe love can last

unfailing love that gives me rest

you were always here for me.

you were there when i needed you most

I never have to walk alone

why would i deserve to beloved

giving me chances when I failed again and again.

I'm glad I'm here once again

I was lost but now I found my way

I was blind but now I see light

Now my fear relieved

Thank you

Forever Young

Dear Mr Death,

Do you really want to live forever?
Indeed, i am playing with fire...
again.  I know it's not gonna kill me right away, but i know this is killing me slowly,
Life is a war.
You're like an invisible weapon.  never know when will be my end.
I am stupid.  Now I admit.
I thought i was smart enough not to make the same mistake twice.
 But guess what? I failed once again. and again and again.
i am sorry.  i feel no guilt.
  I am not as smart as you think I am.  I am not as smart as I think I am.
drugs are temptation.  drugs are giving me an excuse to do so
life is beautiful
bullshit
life is a war
You may say i'm mad, but you just can't see it clearly.

make me feel your love

Georgia O'keeffe

When the evening shadows

And the stars appear

And there is no one there

To dry your tears

I could hold you

For a million years

To make you feel my love

Andy Warhol

Justice of Poisoning Kiss

time, 2011, colour pencil on paper

Here are my lips. 

Here are the pills. 

Live without soul. 

Talk without voice. 

Scream without sound.

 Cry without tears. 

Ask without questions

 Answer without truth 

Blank of my mind. 

Blink of the eyes. 

May it stay into the deepest place of my heart. 

time will tell.

Mono imagination

 pleated maxi dress
camilla skovgaard ankle boots

chloe sunglass
top shop ruthless purple lipstick
cos t-shirt

it was so colourful outside.  deep inside, you are so dark.

From him to her

{to a girl.

this is for a girl out there,

who feels like no one cares,

feels alone and empty inside,

has no place to truly confide,

pain, sorrow, and all it brings,

can't sing about favourite things,

sees the birds up in the sky,

envies how they freely fly,

looking through the window pane,

the budding drops of heaven's rain,

down her cheek, crystal clear,

emotion runs, smashing chandelier,

runs to her bed hides her face,

wishing for a warm embrace,

breaking down submerged in tears,

doesnt realise how beautiful she is,

calming down she wipes her eyes,

don't know what it is yet i sympathise,

this is for the girl unknown,

still looking for a place called home.

-nacky.

the loneliness of the fashion world

zara legging
pedder red sequin ballet flats

I am one human being.  I walk alone.  I eat alone.  I sleep alone.  It is okay to be alone.  Just that something missing.  Missing something to fill up the hole of emptiness.  I want someone to talk to.  I want someone to lean on to.  I want someone just to be there for me when no words need to be said.  The world is full of loneliness.  I look into the mirror, I see emptiness.  Where are you hope?  Where did you go?  I'm lost.  Wouldn't it be nice if you are here to hold my hand and lead the way?  I'm confused.  I walk a lonely road and I just realized I've been walking around a  big roundabout.  I have a pair of magical glasses.  A pair of glasses that can see through people's heart.  I walk with my glasses on.  I went to a glamours world.  A glamours fashion world.  People come and go.  They dressed so fine.  However, their hearts are all full of emptiness.  You might say it is glamorous.  I say we wear masks.
Let's go suicide, talented.

oVersized

cos long t-shirt
cnc belt
opening ceremony for robert clergerie shoes

 In love with Opening Ceremony x Robert Clergerie.  I don't want to step on you.  Striking, slightly industrial twist on the classic.  The clear rubber sole are just too sexy. What is your say?

Palais Royale

 I know I'm one month behind.  But I can't stop thinking of you. I miss you. O dear Paris, why are you so additive? You're like a drug to me.  I'm in love with you. I don't mind spending rest of my life with you.

acne scarf
aubin & wills coat
maison martin margiela clutch
camilla skovgaard ankle boots

Madrid Girls

What do you do with this kind of weather? You jump!  Grandma's scarf is back. That's the way you wear it.

vintage scarf
chloe sunglasses
asos snake skin print maxi dress

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a place to escape

A Place to Escape...

What an extreme.
Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick.
Never the way you want it to be.
Don't lose faith.  You've got to find what you love.
I guess that is how you learn and grow.
Expect the unexpected.
Someday you will be glad to take this path.
Someday you will be successful and happy of who you have become.

if i close my eyes...

if i close my eyes...is it gonna be a better place?

i got nothing to lose...because i lost everything

i love you...especially today

i hate you... especially today

inspirer

i took a lesson

i finally learn from it

what i did is sooo wrong

i've been constantly doing it

because i still wake up with no guilt

i am not harming myself

i am harming the one who love me deeply

i am once again

i am very very lucky

i truly glad to be here once again

i accept my consequences

i've changed

but i am still myself

i am what i am

Dior Homme After Party

make your own chances

givenchy

wyman burberry

Raf Simons Backstage F/W 2011- 2012 letter, flowers, tears

sometimes you get to see more when you close your eyes.

raf boys

shhh...my fav baby model

knitted knit

 requested by him. = )

coat of raf simons 

letter, flowers, tears

Is this going to be his last collection under his own name?