Forever Young

Dear Mr Death,

Do you really want to live forever?
Indeed, i am playing with fire...
again.  I know it's not gonna kill me right away, but i know this is killing me slowly,
Life is a war.
You're like an invisible weapon.  never know when will be my end.
I am stupid.  Now I admit.
I thought i was smart enough not to make the same mistake twice.
 But guess what? I failed once again. and again and again.
i am sorry.  i feel no guilt.
  I am not as smart as you think I am.  I am not as smart as I think I am.
drugs are temptation.  drugs are giving me an excuse to do so
life is beautiful
bullshit
life is a war
You may say i'm mad, but you just can't see it clearly.